STUDENT??

My junior high school children .., the youngest child of three children .. Often my brother looked at the science that I have .., sometimes I'm embarrassed to argue. my sister was taking two college as a student. Once they are proud of the predicate as a student .. No wonder my parents always favored my brother .. To the extent that I felt I was not their child (astaghfiruLLAH! still, who send me are my parents ..). It just felt alone. I've often isolate my brother. he said "you still have not finished college students schoolboy!". Again and again the words that students who become the ultimate word. But I'm not insecure or low self-esteem .. Want to know why? I argued that no other students .. said that a straight line with a great servant .. If no one like the figure of speech figure of speech irony litotes .. or yes? I do not know just like that .. Haha .. If all-servant, word which means servant servant .. well, if a student? students students .., this is my way to cope with both my brother even though they do not know what I think .., but it is different if both my brother has a degree .. What should I think to mngatasi words that will make me small??!